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2004-04-23 - 4:02 a.m.
dear diary,
miserable week. 4am. what else can i say?
this is the first week i've taken off from writing or revising in... close to a year. i had a wretched review on monday, which is to be expected - but it sent me into one of those horrible "what am i doing with my life" episodes. LAME.
my back and neck are back to hurting and causing problems. endless cycle there i think.
my dreams have been full of dead people i miss. and i hate that.
but in other news, i want to fuck every member of franz ferdinand.
the magazine lady is jerking me around by the nipple clamps.
i have one unemployment check left before i really start hatin it.
jamie's band wants to get back together.
meh. MEH. meh.
le sigh.
meh.
repeat.