2004-01-28 - 12:28 a.m.

dear diary,

well my mom had another "miniature" heartattack [she has angina and ... some other A word] so i'm thinking about reworking my 5 year plan to be closer to her, geographically.

but maybe that's just the guilt talking.

and jeff buckley, shut the fuck up, you're way too depressing for 12:30am.

so, you know.

i did most of my crying already but it just kind of settles in the back of my stomach and sits there and.. waits.

waxing - waning