must - just - be - the - colors

2003-11-19 - 3:23 p.m.

dear diary,

do you think i'm getting sick because i haven't laughed enough over the past three days?

wouldn't you think coughing forces more bacteria out of your mouth than laughing?

is it glaringly obvious that i am wasting as much time as i can until history class tonight?

the picture on my mc donald's cup is of a young small hand gripping ronald mcdonald's finger in what i guess is supposed to be a charming and touching sketch for the ronald mcdonald house charities.

except the little kid hand is pulling the clown's finger and charity probably isn't the first thing i think of when i look at it.

then again, this cup full of moldy iced tea has been sitting in here for six days. that should be the first thing i think of when i look at it.

but i'm cuckoo nutsy like that.

waxing - waning