2003-10-01 - 1:57 p.m.

dear diary,

i don't know how to approach this or say what i want to say. i have an intensely large family, and most of the time would be happy talking to anyone in my family once a year.

no one else shares that sentiment, so i usually am treated as... i don't know.

i don't know what they think.

i don't know why i'm thinking about this.

anyway remember my random herpe? i found another one under my arm. am i dying?

waxing - waning