2004-07-22 - 5:24 a.m.
dear diary,
EW!!
ew!!! ew.
aaaand, ew.
i just discovered an online diary community all about making mixed tapes and was temporarily excited about having the SONG challenge of finding the perfect mix tape song and being the helpful helper that i am.
and then i remembered what ASSHOLES people are. how do i always forget this stuff? i don't talk to anyone outside of this diary save for the volunteer work - but oh man, how do people survive in these online communities?
people are just so mean - i mean, i'm all for mean when it's funny but the misguided anger [and typo drama] - lordy jesus it's too much.
does this shit just change the older you get? watching two sixteen year olds fight over how to spell sufjan stevens [hi, not with an "i"] is SO sad and wrong.
has it always been like this, friends? people pushin, people shovin, too much hate, not enough lovin. doesn't anyone get EXCITED about music anymore?! wouldn't you rather have someone suggest something to you instead of showing your little insecurities by pinning anyone with an opinion that differs from yours as "pompous?"
am i not allowed to say that iron and wine is overrated without getting the hell beaten out of me by a gang of fifteen year old virgins wearing glitter as make up and t-shirts with slogans that say "princess?"
i know i know but you know?
it's 5:30am.
it's so sad when people disappoint you randomly and suddenly, isn't it?
nobody ever wants to hear the old lady talk about why dinosaur jr is quintissential.
and they are.