must - just - be - the - colors

2004-04-09 - 7:24 p.m.

dear diary,

seriously. the decemberists.

they're ruining me.

but, in a nice way.

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i haven't been paying regular homage to you diary, but the schedule has been insanely insane lately.

the good news: i won a writing scholarship.

the bad news: i have about 90 awards ceremonies to go to this month, on top of three public speaking deals that i am not real stoked on but am doing them as a favor to my mentor, and another because i was asked specifically to speak. ADDITIONALLY i have about 9 peer reviews waiting to be read, as well as 10 revisions for poetry, and 1 short fiction revision.

more bad news: i haven't done a fucking thing all week except listen to music and smoke.

the good news: i might just have a job as a freelance writer.

the bad news: unemployment checks = 2 left.

the good news: i like fishing.

the bad news: i like fishing.

the good news: i cut my hair.

the bad news: i never should have used plastic left handed scissors. but i'm impatient and childlike. that's endearing, right?

waxing - waning